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what about now?
Monday, January 17, 2005

what about now?

there are so many things i simply dun understand. though many said that alot of unexpected events happen to train us up to be a better person - that's being optimistic, i say!

yes, we will be come better people but wat abt the process of healing? those pain, cries, aches - are they worth it? thru' such pain, are we really gonna be a better person? does it even make any difference to our current society now?

neither did i kill nor harm others, but y do i feel my heart shattering... tearing me apart?

is it worth it? are you worth it?

or perhaps i'm jus simply breaking down and not knowing it..

i question my sanity...